Yep, those were the things that I needed today.  Not in a literal, physical sense, but in a metaphoric, emotional one.  My child left today.  Not like forever or anything, but for 12 days.  Might as well be forever.  A tad dramatic of me I know….(eye roll).  But he’s my best person (how very cliché of you Kara my dear), but it’s true.  He’s always just kinda here….even when he’s not, you know.  So my abandonment issues are in full bloom right now.  Code orange(or whatever the almost terrible but not quite terrible enough code is), they are on high alert.  But Alas, the child is happy, and so I shall be too! (Not happy.) Moving on.  After giving myself a well needed, and I must say, pretty peppy pep talk, I come home to wallow in my self pity (guess that pep wasn’t pep enough), only to find that I was locked out of my house.  How this happened is neither here nor there (incompetence…not mine…never mine).  The fact of the matter is, I was standing on my bridge, Mcdonald’s in hand, trying to fight my way into my house.  I lost.  Thanks to my neighbour (my savior on most days it seems), and some handy work with a couple of tools (not ruling out some minor breaking and entering in his past…just sayin’….) I got into my house!  Victory! Only now,  I’m in my house, with cold Mcdonald’s, an achy arm (who knew breaking into one’s own home could be so much work), and no child.  And to top it all off, I only have one bottle of wine….ONE.  Can’t even drink this day away. It’s not so bad I suppose, I have Netflix, and all my good friends are on stand by ( and by good friends, I mean the kind that lives in child proof bottles and all end in pam).  Today might have been a crappy, horrible mess, but it did teach me a lesson (key the Full House Music right here).  It taught me that, the value of a good pair of big girl panties, and a push up bra are never to be underestimated!  We all need support some time or another, even in an emotional sense (blah, blah, blah….cry me a river….I know….I know.) And ONE…single like me…. bottle of wine…. really?!?!  Ugh, seems as though my brain took flight with the child today.  That is all my dears. xo


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